Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Bedtime Dilemma

I have been trying to force myself to wear clothes to bed, because I know if I were to start dating someone I would eventually have to let them sleep in my bed, which not only means that I would have to ruing my perfection and force myself to have a boyfriend, and also not only means that I would have to give up both of my halves of the bed (*shudder* this is almost too hard to think about when I realize I'll have to share my bed) but it also means that I would have to wear clothes while sleeping, at least in the earlier days.
If there is one thing I'm giving up for Lent, it's nudity.
Living in a house with my mother and her boyfriend, sharing the residential space with my uncle and his boyfriend (the house is a duplex), and keeping pets that seem to look at you more when you are naked makes it hard to walk around naked and free like I would do in the confines of my own apartment. It probably didn't help that my apartment was so hot that it was like I was living in Mexico and could walk around as if I were on my own nude beach.
I am finding it very difficult to wear pajamas to bed -- especially the shirts. No matter what kind of shirt I may wear to bed, I seem to get the shirt tangled in my arms and my boobs, pulling on my neck in one way or another, or messed up so much that it's not covering anything, anyway.
I like to wear socks or slippers to bed.
I can agree with wearing pants.
But a shirt? Fuhgeddaboudit.
I'm also having a bit of trouble weening myself from my Hello Kitty eye mask that I had been using since Christmas.

A friend from school got it for me for Christmas. :)
It helped me sleep so very well; it blocked out all the bright lights from downtown that would come in through the window and also make me oblivious to the scary shadows in all corners, but I feel like I was developing a dependency on it and had a very difficult time sleeping without it, so I'm trying to go without it. I'm having a bit of a withdrawal but when my shirt gets all tangled up in my face it kind of makes up for it.
No... no, it really doesn't.

So now I'm going to struggle to get some sleep. I've got a big math test in the morning and I only got 100% on the math assignment SUCK IT! I'm so proud of myself and there ain't NOTHIN' wrong with that. I have never been good at math in my life so let me have my minute in the spotlight, k?
Have a good night, y'all!

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